starmargarita

Well it’s been a while since i touched a keyboard to share my thoughts..

I just feel so enthusiastic by my vacation back in my hometown CATANAUAN (read as: KATANAWAN) sounds like a far way land? well it is! it’s in the southern part of quezon, a lovely town full of friendly catanauanins..mga ngani baya diyan!

CATANAUAN is like a beer haven! hahaha… pwede din liquor garden lahat na yata ng klase ng alak makikita mo sa tumpok ng mga nagiinuman dito, very hospitable dito kaya you get to share their drink, lagi meron dyan maririnig ”tagay muna!” so there’s your free drink, imagine having shots from different tables, malalasing ka ng libre..

I really had fun last uwi ko samin, aside from the inuman session, you get to reunite with friends you been longing to see.aww…kakamiss baya kayo.. Dun madami ka pwedeng maging kaibigan, doesn’t necessarily mean classmates mo lang, kahit di mo batchmates, magkaibang school kayo,pinsan ng tropa mo, girlfriend ng barkada, halo halo na yan, kahit sino na kasundo mo, yayain mo lang uminom game yan…  you will never feel the time passing, time really does fly when you’re having fun, in my case i’m having much fun, kaya time fly fast, as in fast na 5am na pala in the morning but my eyes are still on full blast na walang trace ng antok, there was a time na derecho round the clock, pumutok na ang haring araw nasa inuman pa din, derecho sa dagat for another round of drink?well that time i had my share of lak sa katawan, chill na lang at nood ng mga tropa na nagtetres..tres? sounds new? laro sa baraha, tong-its yun, pinaganda lang.. ayus! ang saya, kakatawa reactions ng mga players, kala mo house and lot nakataya, lakas mang-asar ng kalaban, dinadaan sa bluff! winner takes all ba?winner na din dahil masaya kasama ang tropa.

Aside from the warm friendship and cold beer that catanauanin offers meron din kami close to white sand beaches, meron din island version “kaibayo” ..hehe.. i find the shorelines inviting, you would want to walk and walk and walk up to where your feet might lead you, mahaba shoreline namin, aabot ng kabilang bayan if your endurance will suffice. Pero ako i love long walks sa shoreline, it gives me time to think about certain things, or not to think about nothing at all, yung nakatungayat (tungangang puyat) mode ka lang. hay how i miss the old times na anytime i want to go to the beach, in just a few minutes nasa dagat na ko.

There are lots of things that i still want to share with you, great escapades sa munting bayan ng catanauan, friendly folks, cold beer, kulit ng tropa, nice beach..what else is missing?ikaw na lang ang kulang, kita na sa catanauan! hanggang sa muli kaibigan!

Well here’s the catch if you don’t want to spoil the fun of reading the seventh book and the final installment of the much loved Harry Potter i advise you to go back to my profile instead or check your friends’ page. Well actually i will not be spoiling the fun, i just like to share how i felt for the last Harry Potter book. (the mere thought of it would be the last, can’t help but to feel sad….) Here it goes…

Months ago, someone gave me the seventh book of Harry Potter(Deathly Hallows) and much to my surprise, i know i really want to start reading it, but there it was, still laid in the table inside my room…after few months of not being able to browse its pages i decided to again open Harry Potter’s world, but before i started reading it i recount some of the event which happened on the last book so i can fully understand the thread of the story. The moment i laid my hand on the books, it seems forever… i realized i was reading for hours…and hours..and hours…there are times that i would just stop to go to the bathroom, i had my food up in my room, beside me… i can’t help myself from entering familiar places again, the much loved and my dream school hogwarts, the homey feeling of burrow, grimauld place, diagon alley, Godric hallow, the forbidden forest and everywhere else i tagged along with our beloved Harry Potter, wherever he was, i was also there…=)  oopsss…i’ll continue writing about my date sometime..got to go..=)

It’s okay to be intoxicated over bottles of beer, but with the toxins brought by work,i bet it’ll be a not so good feeling of hang over, i’d rather get myself drunk over bottles of beer. I am pushing myself to the limit, i’m being patient as far as i know, i’m trying…but when everything else gets into your nerves you can’t help but to SCREAM out all your angst and have a friend beside you. thank God i have lots of friends.=) relyebo sa pagsama sakin uminom at magngangawa about bagay bagay.haay buhay!

I was the one who came up with this whole stupid idea…but now that it’s happening..it’s like a curse that made my whole body feel numb. Though i sound like i really don’t care, inside my head there are flashes of the times we’ve been together. We actually get along well,very well indeed. We’re having so much fun together. Then things went blurry, i went dizzy over stuff,stuff about us. We were so close…close to the point that we don’t know where our boundaries lies, the feeling of overfamiliarity creep over me,i got used to things that we’re doing. Then i realized somethings wrong with "us". Yeah we are happy, we are okay, we’re not having arguments very so often but then it hits me, it doesn’t mean that if we stay that way it’s healthy for both of us. I feel the need to grow. We both need to grow, individually and together as well. For now, i guess we need to track things back from where it was. I just hope it’ll work.

so confused..why do such feelings come over me??why do i have to bring back the past and reminisce good old times just to find myself alone and weeping…i guess i ‘ll have to spend the night with this song:

I’m missing your bed I never sleep

Avoiding the spots where we’d have to speak,

And this bottle of beast Is taking me home

I’m cuddling close To blankets and sheets

But you’re not alone, and you’re not discreet

Make sure I know who’s taking you home.

I’m reading your note over again

There’s not a word that I comprehend,

Except when you signed it "I will love you always and forever."

Well As for now I’m gonna hear the saddest songs

And sit alone and wonder How you’re making out

But as for me, I wish that I were anywhere with anyone Making out.

I’m missing your laugh How did it break?

And when did your eyes begin to look fake?

I hope you’re as happy as you ‘re pretending.

I am alone In my defeat I wish I knew you were safely at home

I’m missing your bed I never sleep

Avoiding the spots where we’d have speak,

and This bottle of beast is taking me home.

Your hair, it’s everywhere. Screaming infidelitie

s And taking its wear.

Sunday!!! my favorite day with my favorite things…hmmn…to start it with, don’t need to get up so early in the morning.
what else?? of course on top of spaghetti,,all over with cheese…does
it ring a bell??yep! i had a blockbuster lunch, a big platter of
spaghetti! ooopss…i must be forgetting something…what comes along
with spag??of course PIZZA!!
hahaha.. do i sound like a bloated mascot?? who can gobble up the whole
pizza! to complete my i-eat-like-a-construction-worker lunch there
should be a very evil drink which usually gives me pain but i really
can’t do with out it…the sinful drink..what
else???coke..well you might find it usual but beyond every slurp and
bite on my pizza…i find the simpliest joy i ever long for…other
things which can make me happy may come another day, but for this
certain sunday atleast i can say…i ate my heart out!