WHAT THE???
I was the one who came up with this whole stupid idea…but now that it’s happening..it’s like a curse that made my whole body feel numb. Though i sound like i really don’t care, inside my head there are flashes of the times we’ve been together. We actually get along well,very well indeed. We’re having so much fun together. Then things went blurry, i went dizzy over stuff,stuff about us. We were so close…close to the point that we don’t know where our boundaries lies, the feeling of overfamiliarity creep over me,i got used to things that we’re doing. Then i realized somethings wrong with "us". Yeah we are happy, we are okay, we’re not having arguments very so often but then it hits me, it doesn’t mean that if we stay that way it’s healthy for both of us. I feel the need to grow. We both need to grow, individually and together as well. For now, i guess we need to track things back from where it was. I just hope it’ll work.
